You Are An INTP

The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But you're not an easy person to stay in love with. Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative. At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor. How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic

....You know...the same test was offered at my college as well, and I took it also. Came up with the same Response too!~
...soooo-2 or 3 months...yeah, hopefully I'll put an update on life in the past few months, or if your curious enough, ask any questions in the comments section, and I'll get back at you~I got 90 minutes before Bedtime for school!~

Ok, so I haven't been in my best shape lately.

For a last couple of weeks looking at computer screen makes me want to puke for some reason I can't explain, so I sleep through the little day I have left before, between and after work.

I also got hired for a new Job too~ I was going to be a waitress.... but somehow chance decided to screw with me...and for those who had read my previous entry about my last job...yeah...I'll make this short:

"A week of Orientation, tests, tests, training and more tests, then two days before the opening, the Hiring Manager announced that they will have to cut the staff in half...and guess who was part of that half who got fired?!

Luckily I still got my old smelly bad hours Job still available-Speaking of that job, our restaurant got robbed! LOL!

I think I got heatstroke yesterday...I didn't know I can get one really....
Since then my head pounds and my world spins around but I still have to go to work, and me and a few others got written up cuz for some reason we did not complete some tests around the company website~ (I'm a lazy bum...and half the tests I'm seen, I've completed them separately)


What to do when you're so angry you could start hitting people for real? When at the same time you don't care about anything AND care too much? When some things make you want to yell and cry from frustration at the same time?


What do you guys do when you need to vent out and hitting things/screaming/etc. don't actually work?

The only good thing that happened was I watching the Dark Knight last week.... (Everyone MUST SEE THE MOVIE!!!) and that after today, I'm going on a two-day vacation up north this week!~ (Or was it Niagara Falls)

This postings for silawen since she wrote Kenpachi/Ukitake in bleach_yaoi and she wanted to see pics of Ken/Uki that I've found browsing~

(Warmings-Its Yaoi, Its Bleach, Large Spamming)

-How old were you when you first heard/saw any form of yaoi?
=9th grade

-If you can remember, what form was it? (Fanfic, picture, etc.)
=Fan Art-Harry Potter, Draco was pinning Harry to the wall and even then; Naïve as I was, I sensed some heated tension~

-Who introduced you to yaoi, if anyone did?
=Internet.

-Have you recently corrupted anyone with yaoi this month? If so, how many?
=Nope, most people I’ve met corrupted me…

-How many people have you scarred so far?
=Like I’ve said no corruption. Being corrupted.

-Could you turn your straight friends gay/curious?
=The majority of my friends are Gay or Bi, so that’s useless. But even then it’s not possible. Sexual orientation from a person comes naturally.

-Would you corrupt your own spouse into liking yaoi if he/she didn’t?
=No. That's their business - but they have to be able to accept me as a slash/yaoi fan, and as advocate for same/sex rights.

-Have you ever corrupted children? If so, what grades were they?
=I'm still considered a child myself…

-If you had kids, would you corrupt them, too?
=Not intentionally. If they’ll hang around me enough they’ll probably catch it enough.

-Do any of your relatives know you like yaoi?
=My brothers suspect, but I’m not giving them hints. ^___~

-Do you read anything yaoi related?
=I’m doing a Yaoi meme…what do you think?

-Do you write anything yaoi related?
=No, I only write stories about straight boys who happen to be desperate and horny enough to kiss one another and are really just pretending that the other one is a girl in their heads. *Rolls eyes*

-Do you draw anything yaoi related?
=I don't draw, but if I did, definitely.

-Do your conversations always include yaoi?
=No.

-Which do you like best: a “uke” or “seme” character?
='Uke' and 'Seme' are discriminatory stereotypes that arise from the masses to position one partner as the 'woman' and the other as the 'man' of the relationship. And while I do see that in a relationship, one is top and the other is bottom, lets not forget that
1. A male/male relationship is just the same as a female relationship, there’s always a Pitcher and Catcher.
2. YES! It is possible for in a male/male relationship to switch positions.
And 3. Using Seme/Uke titles misses the point in Yaoi relationships. They’re both Men.

-What do you prefer in a yaoi story/drawing: dirty or clean
=Depends on my mood.

-Do you like feminine or masculine characters?
=Don’t care.

-Do you like male shota-con?
=Only if Drawn/Written tastefully, appropriately and well. If not: no pedophilia PLZ!!!

-Do you like yaoi incest?
=…Sometimes.

-Do you like soft plots in a fanfic/doujinshi?
=I don’t know what you mean by soft plots but I do enjoy reading fanfics and doujinshis with plot.


-Do you like raw/relentless love or timid/shy love in a yaoi scene?
=Mostly raw I guess... Timid/Shy love seems to make the characters OOC.

-Do you like mindless, pointless yaoi fanfics/doujinshis (PWP)?
=...Only well written and plenty of smut X3.

-Do you enjoy your fav. character(s) tortured during a yaoi scene?
=Depends what kind of torture.

-Getting raped in a yaoi scene?
=ONLY if it has a crucial need for the overall plot.

-Being tentacle raped in a yaoi scene?
=Not tentacle (Rape), no... XD

-Having bondage performed on him in a yaoi scene?
=Depends on good plot and good smut.

-Involving food in a yaoi scene?
=I don't have a food kink, but sure.

-Imagine yourself in the scene?
=Threesomes? In My Dreams!

-Would you dominate the world to spread yaoi?
=No. The entire point of yaoi and homoerotic fiction is that people can read what they like. Forcing other people to read it goes directly contrary to that…..but if it gets me to read and see more ShunJyuu Yaoi till I get sick of it…sure!

-Be honest. How corrupt do you think you are?
=Told you, I. can’t. Corrupt. The people on my friends list though…they do plenty of corrupting!~



....Well this was nice to pass the time...but back to writing, I have a fic I've been trying to finish...
I'll leave every one with this Hawt ShunUki pic in my Files

....so true~ ^___^

Well more like Six days but Lets start shall we....

Prologue:

Friday, May 23rd. 2008 12:00pm - Received call from TeleGlobe (Potential future employer) of successful job employment. Subject was ecstatic. Parents happy. Everything’s ok!

Friday, May 23rd. 2008 3:00pm - Came to TeleGlobe office for orientation and training. lasted 2 ½ hours. Subject tired and bored but satisfied.

~And now we go to the Five Days! ~

Day one:

Monday, May 26th. 2008 5:30pm - Subject arrived at TeleGlobe office...late. About 5 minutes late. Subject was quickly taken aside by one of the employers. Was reprimanded of her lateness. Was reminded that as a new member she is on probation. Was sent home early.

Monday, May 26th. 2008 5:55pm - Subject miserable, resolved to come EARLY tomorrow.

Day two:

Tuesday, May 27th. 2008 5:10pm - Subject arrived at TeleGlobe office early, meet and greet with new co-workers. Supervisors commence with Pep talk.

Tuesday, May 27th. 2008 5:55pm - Pep talk ended. Group prepares to start work; subject was told to stand aside along with several others. Employer finally came, told subject that the computer/phone she was to use were need of repairing. Subject sent home.

Subject's mood: Blah with a side of relief.

Day three:

Wednesday, May 28th. 2008 5:10pm - Subject arrived at TeleGlobe office early, meet and greet with co-workers. Supervisors commence with Pep talk.

Wednesday, May 28th. 2008 5:56pm - Pep talk ended. Group prepares to start work; subject was told to stand aside again along with two other people. Employer finally came, told subject that there where no other rooms available to work. The machinery was still being repaired. Subject sent home.

Subject's mood: Slight irritation, sleepy.

Day four:

Thursday, May 29th. 2008 5:10pm - Subject arrived at TeleGlobe office early, meet and greet with co-workers. Supervisors commence with Pep talk.

Thursday, May 29th. 2008 5:58pm - Pep talk ended. Group prepares to start work; subject was told to stand aside AGAIN along with five new members. Employer finally came, and took subject to the workplace. (FINALLY!!!)
Subject was shown to a cubicle, handed the necessary papers, shown the headphone, an encouragement...and WORK!

Subject's mood: Jumpy, Nervous, Not prepared, FREAKING OUT...hungry.

Thursday, May 29th. 2008 8:20pm - Subject getting used to work. Voice holding more clarity. Feeling a little more confident. 20 min break, get a snack.

Thursday, May 29th. 2008 11:00pm - 1st (official) day of work, COMPLETED!!! Brother arrived, went home.

Subject's mood: Tired, large headaches, backache, tongue dry.... Satisfied.

Day five:

Friday, May 30th. 2008 5:10pm - Subject arrived at TeleGlobe office early, Employer called her aside, told subject that her work was reviewed by the review board in Barrie. Was told it was not up to their requirements. Subject was let off. (Fired)

Subject's mood: Really can't tell....

Conclusion: meh, why don't find a conclusion for me?

End of Five Days.

Question: Which comfort food I should buy?

Pizza? – Or - Chinese?

In my daily browsing I came upon this song by Within Temptation! (I'm sure you've all heard or seen known about that group!) Its called pale and its pretty good...I found that this can been seen as Ukitake Jyuushiro’s character/theme song, or at least the song really deals with his Illness and struggles to deal with it.

I'm sure you have heard theme songs to go with Ukitake other than the *Canon? theme song...

Listen to the lyrics, visualize the character, his personality, what he goes through with his illness and the people around him... Also think of Shunsui as you hear this...It feeds the Pairing! ^_____^


Here's the link, enjoy! XD

http://www.sendspace.com/file/lsg634

I am of need of the following....

a Beta for a first-time fanfic writer...(Knowledge of Bleach is needed, but not necessary...)

Someone who knows how to post fics in many ways in LJ....

Someone who might be knowledgable in YGallery!

I got my first fanfic up and I can use some help here! Please email ^____^

To know what you will be dealing, here's an except from my fic!

**After endless moments of their deep embrace, Shunsui released him and softly and confidently mouthed, “Let me take you now, my twin star. Jyuushirou nodded once, rose, and leaned against the moss-covered walls of the grotto. He didn’t mind yielding himself to Shunsui. They have been lovers for many years, and friends even more.**

You Are 5: The Investigator

You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker. You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does. Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations. You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it. At Your Best: You are sharp, inventive, and creative. You have the skills to lead the world. At Your Worst: You are reclusive, weird, and a bit paranoid. Your Fixation: Greed Your Primary Fear: Being useless or incompetent Your Primary Desire: Being competent and needed Other Number 5's: Bill Gates, John Lennon, Kurt Cobain, Bjork, and Stephen Hawking.

.....hmmm, That kinda sounds like me....I think...I'm more of a *Head in the Clouds Constantly* person! ^___^ My Fixation is Greed? does that mean I'm greedy???

(...I'm not Greedy)

By sunday i hope write something a bit more meaningful...I want to write a story...or some idea...

A BIG HAPPY CAPSLOCK BIRTHDAY TO THE FOLLOWING....

DELAESE!!! (aka: The Magic Rat!!!)

AND....

MISUMISU84!!! (we friended each other a week ago!!!-and her B-Day was at April 16th!!!!) SO A BIG HAPPY BLEATED B-DAY FOR HER!!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR YOU BOTH!!!! *FREE HUGS*

Everyone's doing it...and so shall I!!!

1. My username is ______ because ______.

Ai_IcI_Lover, cuz it represented one of favorite Bleach OTP’s (guess which one and I’ll give you a PRIZE!!!)

2. My name is _____ because ______.

I don’t know…Need to ask mother…It’s a nice name…I think its German, or Greek

3. My journal is titled ____ because ____.

Nothing, just my name XP…I’m a newcomer here! I don’t know how!!!


4. My friends page is called ____ because ____.

You can name the friends page?! Since when….^^;


5. My default userpic is ____ because ____.

Little Sasuke….cuz its cute!~ ^_^

~*~*~*~

1) What side of a heart do you draw first?

I don’t draw hearts….I draw eyes, wanna see?


2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?

What do mean by that? Like dive by pointing your arms together, or just plugging your nose and jump????


3) What color is your razor?

Whatever I can steal from my house.


4) What is your blood type?

I don’t know….


5) What color is your mouse?

Got no mouse….but I DO have a desktop pic of a hamster nibbling on a bell pepper!!! He’s white with Blue Eyes!!! *Swoons*


6) What is a rumor someone has spread about you?

In my first year of high school, a rumor spread that I was disturbed and a lesbian cuz the saw me talking to myself…and I kissed a girl…..Okay! I freely admit to taking to myself, cuz it keeps me sane….however that kiss I gave was nothing compared to the acts the rest of my classmates did!!! They were freaking Grinding to each other at Gym class! *And yet I’m the one who gets singled out?!*


8) How many chairs at the dining room table?

8, I believe


9) Which is the best Spice Girl?

None, they all scare me!!!


10) Do you know what time it is?

2:40 pm!!!


11) Do you know the words to the Fresh Prince Theme song?

I think….


12) How are you feeling right now?

Tired, stuffed, depressed…Like every normal day


13) What's your favorite kind of gum?

Got none


14) Do you have a crush on anyone?

Crushes for me last as long as a Ice cube in 25C* weather


15) Do you know how to use some words correctly?

Noes I don’t!


16) Do you like to sleep?

Of course, there’s nothing better to snuggle down in the warm blankets and pretend that the world doesn’t need you!!! ^_^


17) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings Time?

I’m Canadian…Don’t know, Don’t care!


18) Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?

Nope. It’s an oldies song isn’t it?


19) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?

No, thank gawd….


20) What's something you've always wanted/recently wanted?

Money would be nice…pay for school…


22) Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?

Neither, I drown in both


23) Do you wear a lot of black?

Stylish, slim fitting, a perfect colour for me….what more can a Short girl ask for?! ^_^


24) Describe your hair?

The bane of my existence….Sometimes I would LOVE to just shave it off and leave me bald…but I might as well have shoot myself for doing something so stupid!


25) Where is/are your best friend(s)?

Got no friends….only acquaintances


26) Do you have a tan?

Yeah, and its called black…


27) What’s the last thing you ate?

Rice Krispies


28) Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?

I going to take a page out of the Rat’s book and repeat; Do you enjoy shoving corkscrews up your butt?!


29) Are you a sugar freak?

Your taking to the girl who puts 12 packets of sugar into her hot chocolate…..*I have to stop doing that…^^;*


30) Do you like orange juice?

Yep! (As long as there’s no pulp!)


31) What sign are you?

The Twins


32) Where do you wish you were right now?

Really? In one of my dream fantasies… Its more pleasant that reality.

Please rant and rave about it in the comments box!!! :X

Got this from ani-mama/livejournal.com
.....I DO know what Yaoi is!!! .....I think...^^; it was that "June" question that got me! I don't know what June means in the anime community! I thought it was always a month! XD (or at least something to do with Shojo?!)

Tagged by - Marin Liliz
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

Long time from a post here!!! been too busy! probally in the end of the week or the begining of March I'll give you an update of life....

1. Objection - Shakira http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_QQOGLdOCo
2. Stronger - Kanye West http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6OB87eHw8w
3. Taking over me - Evanescence http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuGpXEb_1qU
4. My last Breath - Evanescence http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-lE_SC-BRk
5. Anywhere - Evanescence http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEVIeErWcnU
6. Twisted Transitor - Korn http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtjHyVTCgpw
7. "R" - 176BIZ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9xkD5GkKrk

(If anyone actually has #3. and #7. in there possession, would you be a dear and send it to me!!! Pretty Please??? There impossible to find in ITunes, and Lime Wire does not Work in my LapTop for some reason!!!)

Which of the Thirteen Division Captains (from Bleach) are you? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Ukitake Jyuushiro You're Ukitake Jyuushiro, Captain of the Thirteenth Division! You treat the people around you with great respect; in fact, you hold the state of their honor in high regard and will encourage others not to interfere with it. It seems that you are often not feeling well, but people seem to understand and forgive your occasional absences. Ukitake Jyuushiro 83% Yamamoto Genryuusai 75% Unohana Retsu 75% Komamura Sajin 75% Aizen Sousuke 67% Tousen Kaname 67% Ichimaru Gin 58% Hitsugaya Toushirou 58% Soi Fong 50% Zaraki Kenpachi 50% Kyouraku Shunsui 42% Kuchiki Byakuya 33% Kurotsuchi Mayuri 25%

Okay, I'm still a little tense from yesterday...but there are a lot of factors contributing to that...for starters I just got my hair done...for me, getting hair done can be hell....heck!!! Its always hell!!! especially when its F***king BRAIDS!!!! I HATE BRAIDING!!!!
Its the Second day now...and it still hurts (Its takes about 3 days for pain and Irritation to finally leave) and I'm at work...I work at a food restaurant....Yep It sucks to be me!!! 18 and poor...and I have to CLOSE because two of my coworkers got off scotch-free for something they never told us!!! and I'm sweeping over my area and it’s a disaster!!! fries and food everywhere!!! So now I'm sweeping under one of the fry cookers and something rolls out. At first I thought it was some garbage...but when it started wiggling...I came face to face with a RAT!!!!
....Well I thought it was a rat, since a lot of people say that there are rats near our Garbage. but it was a mouse...a baby mouse, and you can tell its just a few weeks old...poor thing was wiggling and I can tell it was struggling to breath...Nerveless I told...more like Screeched to my managers. One of them came right away to see the problem ...the other...chose to hide in the storage room. Turns out he's terrified of mice...In his defense, he's the same age as me...
Now there's a small debate on the future of Baby mouse. One person says that we should kill him (more accurately, step on him) I don't care if it is a mouse, it's a living thing and I refuse to see die in such a horrible way!!! (plus I would be the one who would have to pick up the corpse....) The manager decides to leave it outside in the cold. Her exact words were..."It will DIE once I leave it outside, but its only choice we have unless we kill it ourselves...."
Now, I'm feeling real guilty....It was baby mouse, a BABY!!! I wanted to leave it at the dumpster so it could have a few more weeks at life...but...and I got to admit...It was a bit cute....snuggling there amidst the fries....yep, feeling sad...I'll send a prayer for the baby mouse....

*Wow...This is the longest I written without it being an assignment!!! I rule!!! XD

Well its the new year...hopefully it will turn out well! ^_^;
2007 was the GO GREEN Year what do you think 2008 will hold?
one of many resolution I hope to hold is that I was to start writing some fanfiction...I got ideas in my head!!! (Mostly Bleach-Centric) but I'm going to start out slow...Just a few drabbles and then on to Multi-Chapters!
Though if anyone's available to Beta give me a shout!